Cast your burden upon the LORD and He will sustain you; He will never allow the righteous to be shaken. (Psalm 55:22)
Tuesday, 7/5/16: Toiling for the Lord
We started construction of the floor at Casa Bethel today. It was a day full of labor; but it went very well, and everyone ended up very tired!
Wednesday, 7/6/16: Serving those who serve
We spent the entire day at the Mission Center, in order to serve the ladies who clean hear. Thelma had us clean chairs, clean pillows, and clean all of the boy and girl’s dorm rooms. There was a lot to do. We finished around 7 pm, then showered and set off for dinner.
My group session lasted from 1 pm to 3 pm; and it went well. We talked about solitude — just sitting in God’s presence and bringing to Him your desires and any thoughts. We practiced it during our meeting, and I hope that the guys and me will regularly practice solitude in our free time.
Around 8 pm we set off for the Central Plaza. We ate dinner there and had ice cream at the food court.
Thursday, 7/7/16: Working with the homeless
This morning our ministry lead us to some homeless men who live in Posoltega. We sang worship songs and my dad shared his story, as did Cole, Ashley, and Luis (Ixcel’s younger brother).
It was a great time, and we hope and pray that one day these men will come to know Christ as Savior and that they will place their hope in Him.
After the message and more songs, we played basketball, which made me feel at least average in my basketball skills, because none of them are very good!
After lunch at the Mission Center we made our way to Santa Maria to lead a kids message and games. During the service I had a very long, Christ-centered conversation with our new driver, Wilmer. I told him my story about who I am in Christ and I heard about life as well. I thanked God for allowing me to have that conversation; and I pray that Wilmer will come to accept Christ as Lord and Savior so that he may be saved and God may be brought glory!
Friday, 7/8/16: Talking about Scripture
Today we went to a different part of Posoltega. We did a similar activity as in Santa Maria with the kids, and while the group was arriving and doing this, I had my group session with the guys. We talked about scripture. It was good to talk about some logistical ways we can encounter God in the scriptures and learn about ourselves as well.
After this we headed back to the Mission Center for lunch. Mom, dad, and I headed to Bethel so that mom and dad could say goodbye and distribute containers of lotion to many of the widows in Bethel. They were grateful to receive this gift, and it was a blessing for me to help them translate on their last day here.
Saturday, 7/9/16: Let’s talk about the Lord
We set off for Masaya today. During the 3-hour drive I talked with Josue about how God changed my life. I heard about his life as well. It was great catching up with my old friend!
At Masaya we ate, shopped, and then went to the potter’s house to hear his message (which is different for every single group). It was cool seeing him again.
Then we set off for Managua. We arrived at the hotel around 6 pm and said our goodbyes to the team. I was exhausted by the time we got home.
Sunday, 7/10/16: Relaxing on the Sabbath
We watched Kaleb play baseball this morning. We sat in the shade near the field (which is literally just a grass field with four bases on it) and enjoyed talking with each other and watching the game. It was fairly hard to follow without a scoreboard to remind us what inning they were in and how many outs they had.
We returned to the Mission Center after the game and got ready to go to the beach. All the young people from our discipleship teams and our group had a great time swimming, playing, and later expressing our gratitude for one another. It was a great time, and I am thankful to have been able to go to the beach, because I’m unsure if I’ll make it there with my family.
It was a great day.
Monday, 7/11/16: Satan burdens my heart
Morning today was tough. I felt a burden on my heart, and that burden was the desire to return home, but for the wrong reason.
Satan has been telling my heart that it wants to go back to comfort, where I can do nothing and remain stagnant in my faith. I saw this because during the conversation about what we will be doing in the final weeks, it became clear that there will be a lot of travel to villages and sharing. I felt a sadness build up in me because I knew I won’t be living in comfort for a while.
I had to address this feeling. So, I prayed about it, and rested in the fact that no matter what I do, I’m successful because I claim Jesus as my own. And because of this I shouldn’t be afraid of going and doing what I may not want to do. No matter what, I will be successful through the work He has done.
Resting in this I hope I can overcome this feeling of ambivalence for sharing and the nagging desire to return home. It’s really is tough lacking the motivation to continue, but still having to work.
After group I felt better about my feelings. I know that I need to continue to do God’s work for the full time I am here. Although I may want to return home, that doesn’t mean I should stop doing the thing for which I came!
That night we celebrated Cassie leaving by getting pizza and ice cream, and just enjoying community together.
Since the group from Concord cancelled their trip, we have had chill mornings and not very busy afternoons.
We said our goodbyes to Cassie by going to a nearby pool to swim and share with the community. After returning from lunch we had a restful rainy afternoon.
Note for this week: It’s hard sometimes to see the fruit of your work and to be discouraged, but I am strengthened by 1 Corinthians 15:58.
Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain.” This verse, shared to me by Lauren, has really helped me stay confident that the work I do here is good because it is for the Lord and His glory. (1 Corinthians 15:58)
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